I watch the place around me,
i can just move my eyes,
and its just fog i can see,
but there it hides,
the unforgotten lies.

 

The lie was the one whom i had loved,
she dances shamelessly to insult me,
and there i knelt so lost and defeated with my head bowed,
she kisses and scratches,
and her terrible passion seemed infinity.

 

Feeling so tired and paralytic,
had a tremendous urge to fight back,
but helplessness had become chronic,
i looked into her eyes.....she wanted me to live in agony,
and there she threw at me a rotten zwieback.

 

I wandered in my thoughts and strained my mind,
my hatred for her overshadowed the love for her on every breath i took in abhore,
pain and suffering were the only emotions i could find,
her inimicality towards me were so strong,
that i couldnt think of life and life could'nt think of me anymore.

 

I continued to submerge in darkness,
where torture had become my fate,
and the blood i shed every night for her had become luscious,
i beg her to kill me for once and for all,
but she still plans to keep me alive,
till she does not find her new bait.